Well I am offically 6 lbs down and 20 lbs down from this time last year. It is exciting. I feel after 2 weeks the worst of "getting started" is over. In the begining I fight myself for... everything. I fight against exercising. I fight against eating too much or against the wrong foods. It is a constant battle but slowly new habits are being made and the struggle isn't as hard now. Seeing the pounds melt off is definately motivation too.
Finally back to eating healthy and exercising. And once again my house is a disaster. I don't know if I will ever be organized enough to get all three in order at the same time. I think the two hour a day commute has alot to do with it. Leaving my house at 6:30am and not getting back till 5:30pm is tough. Making dinner and exercising take up 1 hour and 1/2 to 2 hours (if I need to go to the store) of my evening and showering another 1/2 hour. With the 2 hours of down time dishes, laundry and cleaning house doesn't seem so appealing. I am about this close'' to getting a personal assistant once a week to help clean and shop and pay bills. If you know of someone, let me know.
I am 10 pounds away from lowest last Sept./ Oct. and can't wait to get there again. My hope is to shed this 10 pounds over the next month and half and start in May really working on those last 15-20 pounds before July 14th comes around. Thanks for all of those that have encouraged me over the past year. I really feel like this year is my year to make all my dreams come true. ;)
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